Worthy 1/6/09
You smile, but your melancholic eyes
give you away by glistening like
sea green glass about to shatter.
I ask, but you cannot recall a bright day.
You own a pain so deep it hurts me.
My tolerance is high enough for the both of us.
You are afraid that if you let go,
you will have nothing and be empty.
This hurt does not define you.
The walls begin to slowly melt
as all those buried feelings are felt.
The stone castle you meticulously built
crumbles down with your doubt and guilt.
I'll meet you halfway between
absolute truth and deceiving dreams.
We can create our own imperfect
pseudo-world, wiping
out
The night is at its height, and I marvel at the sight f the stars that lightly kiss the black blanket that is the midnight sky. The crescent moon reminds me of your smile.
Oh how I wish I could hold you tightly in my arms. The warmth of your body pressed against mine as I let your heart beat make its rhythm is my soul. Do you feel the same about me? Do you wish to feel my arms wrapped around you?
You are the moon in the midnight sky which is my soul. You are the light in me life, a life which is dark without your love. Will I ever have the chance to feel your touch healing the the scars on my heart? I pray that God find a way
Don't Go, But If You Must by BadeOokami, literature
Literature
Don't Go, But If You Must
Don't go, but if you must
Whisper to me once more about how you love me
Whisper as the night withers away to daybreak
Whisper because your soul commands me to rise
There is nothing in the darkness of your eyes that assures me
Don't leave, but if the wolves call you home
Remember me as powerful as the waves consuming the night
Remember me as fiery autumn calms down to soothing whites
Remember me as the blood that runs through your veins
Should you pass through my arms, I will know you were never real
Don't depart, at least not from the moment
Without one last song of crickets in the warm, wet air
Without one more instance of solida
If I loved you and you let me
What would life have looked like then?
In the midst of all our quarrels
Where could love begin to live?
If I followed where you led me
How much darkness would I see?
If you did all that you promised
Would you still be here with me.
Life is love and care and sharing
And its dedication too.
When the one you love is falling
Catching them is up to you.
As the sun sets in the evening
and the fireflys buzz round.
Dont forget the love you promised
Hold them close, dont let them down.
Days are brighter, life is good
Seems that love will find a way.
Never doubt the love you
A breath of winter air
Freezes my lungs and heart.
But this is not the typical cold.
Great storms brew within,
Damage the core and soul.
Transfixed in this restless state,
Romeo's sorrow pines after lost Juliet,
Heart stolen as heart grasped.
For this does Romeo take a dagger,
Whether it be of his own doing or not,
To silence the beating drums internal.
Does the Montague's suitor cast first blows,
Or does Capulet drowned in grief?
May the earthly dwelling of the Fates
Guide young Capulet's blade true --
Whether it be himself or his opponent.
i.
i cannot tell you.
ii.
i am afraid to open my mouth because i know the aperture is tempting, and i do not want you to see the raw that has spread from my heart to the back of my throat.
i am afraid to speak because the slightest movement will give me to you, and i cannot trust that i am ready for the plunge. your hands are inching me closer by the day and i am trying to read the fortune of your open palms but they tell me nothing about how to fall. they dont even tell me your story but somehow they still manage to be the most beautiful thing in the world.
iii.
i am standing on the verge. &